From around 2 months now I have massive back pain problems. Around month ago I went to see osteopath and yes, she fixed me for a bit but on Monday the pain came back and it doesn't want to go away.I went to see a doctor on Monday who to be honest didn't give a s...t about me.He didn't even ask me do I need any painkillers etc So I went to see Ostropath again, different one this time cause my last one is on holiday.She tried to realise tension on my muscles cause they are pushing on sciatica nerve but she couldn't really do it.I know that I can get better with proper looking after myself but...I know that I will have to change my job.If I want to get better I can't anymore stand 8h a day in one spot.And now I'm lost.I was thinking about starting my own business , thought maybe this is a sign to finally start something.I was always afraid to do it properly. Maybe it's gonna work maybe won't but I think this time I'm able to take the risk.We are getting married in February, thinking about having kids and my own business then would be perfect.
And finally will have more time to write more posts.